God is a Merciful Savior. How can a man endure strife and difficulty from among his peers/enemies? How can a man endure heartache and sorrow to such a degree that sinks him into great despair and depression? By remembering that God is a merciful Savior.
Hear the cry of the Psalmist “how long O Lord, will you forget me forever…how long will you hide your face from me?” How long will God be far from me? Hear the despair in his heart. Hear the rejection. He has been wronged by his enemies. They have fought against him and seem to be prevailing. God is his hope and this he knows for certain. But it seems that his God has turned his eye from the situation temporarily. In moments of despair, we can certainly feel that way. Particularly those of us who know God and who maintain our integrity before Him knowing that He is the “rewarder of those who seek Him.” We are those who seek His righteous face in righteousness and so to experience such heartache and despair, such torment from one’s enemies can be utterly confusing to us. We ask, why? Why now, why us? If God is for us, then how can this be against us? And how long will He cause me to remain in this distress?
Furthermore, he says “how long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily.” From this we notice two things. First is that despair can cause one to feel alone. And second is that this despair often lasts for days on end. That it makes him feel utterly alone daily, we notice that he says “how long shall I take counsel in my soul…” He takes counsel in his own soul, perhaps to just cheer himself; but most likely because there are no others for him to turn to. Perhaps he feels that no one else can fully understand his struggle. He is alone in his distress with no one to call upon. And so within his own heart, he sinks and sulks. That the despair seems to last for days on end, he says “how long shall I…have sorrow in my heart daily?” This despair is constant and pressing. Day after day he awakes to it. It walks with him through the day. It beckons him moment by moment. It causes him to recall his every action, every thought, every deed to know whether or not he has mistakenly wronged another; that perhaps the attack is justified. Sometimes perhaps it causes him to wonder why he should care to uphold his integrity at all. And why should he be so concerned with striving for righteousness if this is his lot. Or perhaps it causes him to justify himself within his own heart like Job, as if he does not deserve such an attack and as if God doesn’t have any right reason for it. Of course God doesn’t need to justify Himself any more to us than He did to Job.
He pleads with God for relief as he says “consider and hear me, O Lord my God, enlighten my eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death, lest my enemy say ‘I have prevailed against him;’ lest those who trouble me rejoice when I am moved.” At times this distress causes us to plead with God to hear our cry. And yet it seems that he doesn’t. We ask for him to vindicate us lest those who “trouble” us rejoice at our fall. We ask for God to “enlighten” us so that we may know the reason for such distress; but it never seems to come. (Though we know that knowing the reason for the trial will probably not bring us comfort.)
So how does this man overcome despair? He says “But I have trusted in your mercy, my heart shall rejoice in your salvation. I will sing to the Lord because He has dealt bountifully with me!” First, we notice that he overcomes because he is one who trusts in the mercy of God. In his heart, he knows that God is a God of salvation. It is only those who are truly the Lord’s possession who can say this. It is only those who have this type of faith who speak of the Lord as One who is a merciful Savior. Furthermore, in his heart, he knows that because God is a merciful Savior and because God desires praise from His people, that God will bring salvation to him. We see this from his choice of words I “have trusted…my heart shall rejoice…I will sing…” These are words of one who is assured that the God whom he serves is a Savior who is able to bring salvation according to His mercy to those who are His.
Evil does abound. Attacks come from all sides. We may be tempted to think that when we are attacked, that it is personal. Particularly if the attack is personal. That is, if it is done through a trusted and close relationship. However, we must remember that God is sovereign, even in our suffering. And that even in those personal attacks, He has purpose. I know a brother who is under such an attack. And it is in the context of relationships that were trusted to him. At least some of those relationships were very dear to him. And for that reason, these attacks have caused him great distress. But to him, I would say that difficulty of this sort is never merely about him. And though it be personal, and though it be difficult (I speak this as one who has never experienced what he has); this particular difficulty has a greater scope. For it involves the body of Christ and the body of Christ is always under attack by the evil one. And though we don’t like to think that our brothers and sisters can be used by the evil one for his purposes; we must recognize that he will use any and every opportunity to attack the people of God and men of God who stand before the people as an example daily. With that said, as difficult as these trials are he/we can persevere and we shall persevere because God is a merciful Savior. And He is One who is able to accomplish His salvation plan for His people regardless of what may occur in the process. Furthermore, that He may and does use these difficulties in our lives to continue to shape and mold our hearts to trust Him as the merciful Savior that He is. And not only to trust Him; which would be enough, but to long for His eternal rest, which He has promised to those who trust Him and who also endure. That our hearts would continue to be prepared, not for the temporary rest that we may enjoy here, but for His eternal rest.
If you are His and you are enduring such an extraordinarily difficult trial in which you may feel that God has temporarily turned His back on you, that this trial is unwarranted, that your attackers do so without cause, and perhaps that there is no one who can truly relate to what you are experiencing; then I exhort you to remember in whom you have trusted. He is a “Wonderful, Merciful Savior”…a “precious Redeemer and Friend” as the song says. He is the Creator of the World, and yet is One who has chosen to forgive our transgressions against Him and to live in our hearts. If He has done this; what ultimate good would He withhold from you? And if this has befallen you; then you must trust that this is a part of His plan to bring about your ultimate good.
Perhaps you who endure such a trial are not ones who must be reminded to forgive. Perhaps you are not ones who must be reminded to forget…or even that you are ones who need to be reminded to endure. You’ve learned a great many lessons. You have maintained your integrity before the Lord in this situation and even in handling the trial which has resulted. But perhaps you could use the reminder that the God whom we serve is a Wonderful, Merciful Savior. And that this is His plan for you, and anyone else involved. And therefore, perhaps what you have done is not the problem. Perhaps who they are and who you are is not the problem. But rather, this is about who He is and what He is doing in this situation for all who behold it.
Will you praise Him for it? Do you believe that He is a Wonderful, Merciful Savior? In this situation, which you know is His doing, is He still wonderful? And do you believe that He is a Merciful Savior to you? If you do; then you must rejoice! You must sing! Because He will deal bountifully with you.
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