God is generous. David’s prayer here is against the ungodly. It is against the “wicked who despoil” him. It is against his “deadly enemies who surround” him. They have “cold unfeeling hearts, their mouths speak proudly, they surround him in his steps, they set their eyes to look down upon him.“ Have you ever known people that way? They set traps for you. They speak proudly over you, as if they are better. They seek your position, your job, your possessions, your life to destroy it. They speak harmfully against you and look at you with condescending and proud eyes. They seek you as a lion lurking about in the fields waiting for its prey.
How do you respond to such? Those who seek to defame your name, though it may be righteous. Perhaps they don’t seek to defame you directly, but they seek to harm your family, your kin, your close friends and loved ones. How would you respond then? What if you had unlimited power, unlimited resources and infinite wisdom in order to dispose of such people? How would your respond then?
David speaks of God in this passage, seeking justice from Him, knowing that He is just, that He is righteous, that He is all powerful, that He has all of His infinite resources available and all wisdom in order to use those resources to the best of His ability in bringing justice upon those who would strike out against the “apple of His eye.” And yet this all powerful, fully sufficient, all wise God does not strike back first. Certainly there are many cases in which judgment comes swiftly to those who seek to defame the good name of the Lord or His people. But for others the mercy of God is seen in His long suffering. Even in His generosity by which He grants good to all of mankind.
And what greater good can God grant than the precious gift of children. Children to love, children to nurture, children to inspire, children to revitalize, children to carry on their name. And God in His general mercy to all, provides children to those who are His enemies. This is what David speaks of when he speaks of the “men of this world, whose portion is in this life, and whose belly You fill with Your treasure, they are satisfied with children, and leave their abundance to their babes…” For the ungodly and profane, this is their portion. And it is a great portion in deed. Children are a blessing from the Lord. The fruit of the womb is a reward to men under the Sun. And yet for those who seek to harm the righteous, those who are called by the name of the LORD, it is their only portion. They may enjoy the satisfaction of the womb while they continue under the Sun. But once they breathe their last, their enjoyment will be complete.
For in the afterlife, there is no more mercy available to those who scorn the name of the LORD. There is no more grace. There will be no chance nor opportunity for penance. There will only be judgment. And in this the righteous, even as David does here, may find comfort. That God is not unjust so as to forget the hardships that His people endure at the hands of sinners. Even in seeing the prosperity that they seem to enjoy in this life. Even the prosperity of having their wombs filled with His treasure, little children. Even when there are many who do believe and who are faithful, who may go a lifetime without such treasure. It is the goodness and generosity of our God, the LORD that allows for this. He grants them treasure on this side of eternity, He suffers long their arrogance, their self seeking and sinful indulgences. He allows for them to persist in their constant belligerence towards His people until the day that He choose to “arise, to confront them [and] to bring them low.” On that day, they will sleep and awake to His judgment. In His generosity towards those who love Him, His promise to them is not necessarily that they will visibly see His judgment of the ungodly on this side of eternity. But that there will come a day when we “shall behold His face in righteousness, [when] we shall be satisfied with His likeness when we awake.”
While it is still today, let us walk as children of our gracious and merciful heavenly Father. Let us seek to do good to those who seem to desire harm for us. Let us seek to show love to them, generous and abundant; though in their sin they may seem to escape the judgment of God here and now, though in their sin they may seem to enjoy much of what our hearts may desire, let us seek to be generous in our love now. If perhaps God might grant them repentance. Because we know their end. We know that in the end the judgment of God will come swiftly and without mercy. And let us persist in our love, however it may be rejected, entrusting ourselves to the God who has promised to refresh us in the end with His abiding righteousness, with the satisfaction of His likeness when we awake.
Make that your ambition this new year. Not to harbor feelings of resentment or anger towards those who have wronged you, and who seem to prosper in what they do. But to rejoice in a generous God who is leaving room and time for their repentance. Entrust yourself and your generosity towards them to Him who judges rightly and who will ultimately reward you with His good grace.
Maranatha!